Meaghan. 20. Cancer.
I like science, sushi, and making you laugh. I have great music taste, and I'm probably daydreaming about having sex with you. Mediocre poet. Boy kisser. Big dreamer. Never afraid. I was born in the belly of a star.
“I think about dying but I dont want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There’s so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell I’m doing or how to get out of it.”
Matty Healy (via complajn)
Haha, what's your diet usually then?
I hate eating breakfast so I never do (bad, I know) or if I do it’s coffee and/or a fiber one bar. I only ever have breakfast on Saturday mornings, and it’s usually eggs, some potatoes, fruit, and like maybe half a bagel. If I eat breakfast, I usually won’t eat lunch, because I just will not be hungry until dinner time. Lunch is either a big salad w/ grilled chicken, a smaller salad with a little grllled chicken with a cup of soup, a smaller salad with a little grilled chicken with one roll of sushi, a spinach wrap with grilled chicken or turkey, or a turkey sandwich on a sesame bagel (the bagels here are pretty small.) Once a week I get my cheat lunch which is wheat pasta with veggies and vodka sauce, or taco salad. Dinner is whatever but I usually try to do one protein, as many veggies as I can eat, and one carb (potatoes, rice, or pasta). Example, last night for dinner i had a hot dog without a bun, Caesar salad, and white cheddar mac n cheese. It’s not perfect, I like 100% clean eating better but I do the best I can on a college meal plan. Snack-wise I generally like eating almonds, coffee, green tea, an apple, apple juice, or soup. Sometimes I slip up and have a cheat meal, but that typically only happens if I’m hormonal and/or I don’t eat enough/often enough and I am absolutely starving by the time I eat my next meal.
What about those sweet sweet squats?
I actually don’t squat too much! I mainly do when I’m taking a quick breather during weight switches. The hip abductor is where all my butt power comes from haha, that exercise purely exercises glutes! No other muscles. So for me, that does more than enough work on my ass.
What's your typical workout on the weights?
I do 50 reps of everything and try to increase my weights gradually so currently I am doing: 105 lbs. on hip abductor, 75 lbs. on hip adductor, 45 lbs. on lateral pull, 95 lbs. on leg press, and 35 lb. free weights for side crunches (I do 50 reps per side). I usually do sets of: 12, 14, 14, then 10.